Wednesday, March 11, 2015

The Thing That Needs To Be Said

I haven't posted in FOREVER.  There are a million reasons why.  But there really is only one.

I got mad.

My blogging had literally been an attempt to regain my sanity on a day to day basis.  But then one day I posted about missing Erin.  I was in an awful and dark place that week.  And I got an absolutely nasty email from someone about the post.  They told me to "get over it.  Move on.  There is more to life."  I hope that their intentions were not to hurt.  Not to make me so angry that I refused to post for a while.  What turned out to be a long while.  I want to believe that they really did not know that what they said would rock my core.  But it did.

I didn't talk to anyone for a while.  And then I realized that one liners on Facebook work just fine too.  And those don't require any time commitment.  :)

But I have come to realize lately that I need to blog again.  I need to write.  I need to ramble.  I need to vent.  Here is more public than Facebook.  But I am ready to embrace the fact that writing really does help me find my lost sanity.

So welcome back!  Let's have a party.  I'll bring the booze.